Okay for all of you who are paying attention to my work lol.
I not only have the picture of Paradox that is all gorey in the works, but I am also
working on a project.

A manga project mind you that is different from the one I had previously posted and taken down for reasons of my own. This one features a Magical girl, and a Male Fighter who has no powers what so ever as the main characters.

Unlike in most Magical Series the Opposing gender is not weak at all. In other words
the guy and the girl are at a balanced level of power....sort of...in a manner of speaking.

Well he wont be getting kidnapped, taken over, killed, possesed etc...(tuxedo mask -_-). or anything like that.

Regardless keep an eye out for it. I'm pretty sure you will all enjoy it.

The only thing I'm telling you about it other than what I did previously is that one of them Dresses up like a Mime sort of anyway lol

I've been sitting here distracting myself for hours unable to go to sleep and trying to tell myself that this sleepless night is just my normal routine. As my wife sleeps next to me and the music dies down I start to realize that I can't keep up this facade much longer and that the sorrow has finally caught up to me.

That little white Rabbit we raised was like a son to me. Every day he would do little things that plucked my nerves though and I hated it. At least I thought I hated it, now it feels weird not yelling "Moon stop shaking the cage!" or "Moon be still!" due to his excessive running in that small cage.

I'm heart broken and it's a different type then I have ever encountered before. I honestly have no idea on how to deal with this. Just sucking it up and trying to be strong like I have done with all my other pain isn't working. Thankfully I'm still staying strong in front of my wife. One of us has to be in order to keep the other from breaking entirely. As her husband I will take this on gladly to keep her sane from what has recently happened.

Yet my sanity is at it's own wits end as I remember the look in that small rabbits eyes, the look in MY Moon's eyes as I held it and knew he was leaving us. I knew before I even picked him up. The little guy tried so hard to stay a live for us, he spent hours on the bed just trying to be close, but when he was about to go he put his paw on my leg and I picked him up.

God I wish this didn't happen, and how I begged for it to have been a dream in my tears. It doesn't seem real he was far too young to just up and die...well...he has. The hardest part was when he was trying so hard and we both knew it was over for him we had to coax him down. Talk to him softly and tell him to go ahead and let go. only because he was in so much pain.

My heart aches right now for my lost love. Moon meant so much to me, so much more than I thought he did and now I hold back tears and feel the burn in my throat from tears I have shed this night.

Looking in his empty cage is bad enough...it really is.

Than on the other hand is sad, I know he is. Thankfully he eats still and drinks his water, but tonight he wouldn't stop thumping until I went down there and pulled him into my lap to pet and hold him. Which is not normal for him because he doesn't like to be held for that long.

I love you Moon wherever you may be.

Okay so I'm working on another Oc this time the guy is a Druid. Meaning this is an area that I have little to no experience in when it comes to drawing. Of course that doesn't mean I have a great deal of experience in the actual practices. XD Come on now that is a pretty much lost art amongst society today.

REGARDLESS!

This particular character can turn into a werewolf due to certain inspirations from games I have played in the past. Such as Diablo 2 and GrandChase(something that I currently play actually.) Because of this I'm having to do a werewolf form of him in the background, well I don't have to, but honestly I just wanted to. Although it's been fun it has also been a challenging and painstaking process. Sadly I also have a commission to finish, but it's so boring and I'm so unenthused to do it that I actually feel bad for not working on the terribly boring project.

Anywhoodles that's just an update, have fun everyone out there in the DA World.

Jester<3's you!
Warning!
Warning!
Warning!
JESTER'S ACTUAL HEART IS TAKEN BY BUNNY FAILURE TO COMPLY WITH THE REALITY OF THIS MAY RESULT IN BUNNY COMING OVER YOUR HOUSE AND FUCKING UP YOUR CAT.

I've really got nothing to draw that isn't due until like june 6th so I'll tell you what.
Whoever can tell me what the name of this song that I'm about to post is, AND what anime
it is from I will draw one full body pic of any Oc they have.

Here are the lyrics from the song.



I brushed against those freckles that I hated so,
Life goes on and I heave a little sigh for you.
It's heavy, the love that I would share for you,
But it dissolves like it was just a sugarcube.
Now the little pain sitting in my heart
Has shrunk in a bit, but it really does hurt me now.
Those silly horoscopes, I
Guess I can't trust them after all.

If we could get further away,
I wonder what it would be like... ?
Yay!
I'd be so happy
Inside my heart.

All the memories I have are beautiful in my mind,
But they don't feed the hunger deep inside my soul.
And tonight I thought,
I'd be just sitting in my sorrow.
And now I must wonder wonder why.
What did it really mean to you?
I just can't see it anymore!
I just can't see it anymore......
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-ohhhhhhhhhhh.....


So tell me the name of the song, and the Anime it is from and you have yourself a free
Oc pic.

Alrighty let me start this off by saying I don't care about the religious argument behind this, because I'm not religious. I would simply like to voice my oppinion on the topic. The topic at hand being nude photography and its "artistic" nature. Surely you will either at this point be saying "Oh no not another basher" or "Yes another person who agree's it's art". Well I can't say that I do either of those.

While I respect whole heartedly a persons ability and right to do nude photography I don't consider it an art. Why you might ask? First let me say that I do consider photography an art form, and a well versed one at that. However nudity is something that is seen on a daily bases by every person alive unless they don't bathe frequently. Sure one could argue that it's the lighting so on and so forth that makes it art. So by that if I stand in a room that has certain lighting coming down on my bare flesh regardless if a picture is taken of it I'm a work of art? I think not. My only complaint about this is because there is no real manipulation within the pictures to make it photography art. At least not in my eyes. I just see it as a naked male/female standing/sitting/laying there.

To be frank I find it dull and boring. However I'll level with people who might want to argue my opinion with me.(even though it's just an opinion) The sun raising is something that is seen everyday but if captured in the right light it is considered photography and a wonderful piece of art. That is if it wasn't over done at this point. Why do I agree with this and not with Nudity being a real art from as far as photography goes? Well the consistency in which one see's nudity in their daily life is a great deal more than one see's the sun raise. Regardless of that when the first Nude photo was taken for a model pic it was seen as controversy and was meant to get the attention of people and ruffle feathers in order to draw more attention to the artistic world where photography lies. Now it's simply over done, and very bland.

There are even paintings that should be tossed out as not being real art. For an example there is a painting that is hanging in a museum which is simply a red dot on a white canvass. This was told to be inspired by a bird sitting in the snow. The people loved it. While I'm still scratching my head on this and wondering "Why pay a lot of money for a red dot on a canvass? You could just as easily do it."

Now there is nothing revolutionary about nude photography, there is nothing any longer that pulls in a crowd. Some of the crowd it does pull in are perverted while most of them a good 90% actually appreciate it for artwork. It lacks meaning and flavor (and don't give me that BS about not knowing anything about art just because I have a different view of the subject or I said it lacks meaning and flavor.)

Yet people are captivated by it. I guess to each their own. ~shrug~

Please if you're going to say something degrading my journal or something like that read it and don't post something that contradicts what you're trying to say.